talking about needs ( en ingles porque lo escribi para que el lo leyera(pero se que no lo hara igual .-.), perdon si no tiene sentido)

everytime i write you that i love you, is not because i need you to know it, well maybe it is but thats not the principal reason, i know that you know that i love you, i really do. i cant count the times i have wrote you that, and i know im not the only one but i keep doing it and i cant help it, everytime i write you that i love you is because i need to say it, sometimes i just start drowing my self in all my thoughts and i dont know what to do, i just go and write you that i love you, cos i need it, its like im letting go somethin huge, even though im not letting anything go. i dont know if this makes sense but is what is feel. i just need to tell you how much you worth in my life and i dont really care if you dont see my messages, if you ignore it, if you dont care cos i know that our lifes are not the same, that theres just one phisical connection that a million girls more have so it doesnt mean anythin, but i stop caring about that a long time ago, and now  all i can do is keep writing you that i love you to feel good to myself, and i dont bother how pathetic that sounds, its me and thats all.
ps: i fucking love you so damn much.